And that’s when I realized that there are no true excuses that could ever be pardoned from a persons lack of love. Whatever their mind can possibly muster up to tell you why they haven’t done their part in the friendship is utter bullshit. Because everybody gets busy but isn’t busy every second of the day, because everyone does go through a tough day, and because unfortunate things happen when they may and it won’t be your fault.

However, the fact you feel the need to even try to answer a rhetorical question mask by the true hurt of someone who not only enjoyed your company but likes to keep updated on your life, is your fault.

You shove all the genuine people away, the ones who help you make changes in your life because they want what’s best for you, and then you go on a tyrant about how there are no true friends anymore?

I know people simply attempt a mask it Up by stating it is a mere factoid in the suckiness of growing up, when it is not. It is a misjudgment do to your teenage drama in your teenage selfishness who will stay in that teenage state of mind until your teenage 40 year old self takes a good look at the mess they made wishing they could change it.

Excuses are trying to cover up the true fact about why you couldn’t so graciously act like a decent human being To someone who invested their hole into you and “shockingly “wanted it back. When yet, indeed you will be the one who turns around, cries wolf, and is now deemed the broken one all because you had a friend who got tired of all of your shit and left.

Whoa, is you for being the person to set yourself up and let yourself fall.

I, don’t believe in excuses.

Lmd

4/5/15