I’ve never been one of the popular girls that were naturally beautiful without any effort. It’s not that I don’t think I am attractive, I just think I am an acquired taste. Of course not everyone will think the same, I am sure to others my beauty is effortless whereas I see more in others.

My hair is always frizzy and sticking up at the top of my head, there are heavy bags underneath my eyelids, my teeth are crooked, and I carry more weigh in my stomach than I would like to. I’ve never been a show stopper, and I’ve always been insecure about my appearence.

But it truly does amaze me when people can just wake up, roll out of bed, throw clothes on and look omre put together than someone who got up a few hours ago and spent the majority of their morning gussying up.

This was my morning thoughts when I woke up early to get ready for work today. We had a photographer here photographing the new building and Dr. M asked that we look nice to be captured on camera. So, I go up extra early to run on the treadmill and shower before I curled my hair and did my make up.

Despite me getting up early and doing my make up, some of my coworkers rolled in with just their hair done, that looked more together than I did. I know this will get worse with age, but just know that I am bitter about it.