The past few days, I have not been motivated to go to the gym. However, that did not stop me from showing up. I ran on the treadmill yesterday for 3 miles and today I chose to do ab workouts.

I also discovered another ad machine that I loved although it kicked my ass. I am proud. I also unfortunately got my period yesterday which was not the outcome I wanted.

I’m trying to remain positive and just keep going. Yesterday was a lot with answering the phones. I got a lot of price, shoppers and rude people which comes with the job I understand.

Today I’m just thinking about fitness goals. Because in the meantime, I can achieve those and I am proud. V should be feeling better and I’m hoping is going to join me at the gym tomorrow morning and for the rest of the week. I miss having a gym buddy.

Today when I was on the app machines in the back corner of the gym these two girls came up and they were so chatty and having a good time and I honestly resented that. Because I was there by myself and also because they were so loud I could not think straight And I was surprised that nobody asked them to quiet down or to leave. I just finished my workout and moved onto the bike to finish up for the morning so I wasn’t around them too much.

This morning, I was going to try to finish a bag that I started but looking at it now I did one of the straps on the wrong side so I am laughing at myself as I am undoing this strap and I can’t believe I didn’t pay more attention to it last night. I was trying to figure out why it didn’t work and now I know ha ha

I’m gonna try to spend the rest of the day laughing at myself because honestly at this point I think I might cry