April 8th

Listen, vomiting is not for the weak. Bitch, I am weak.

Today was my first incense of actually vomiting in the morning and let me tell you it was an eye opener. I feel as though I am now struggling in every aspect of my life, which sounds absolutely ridiculous.

I can barely work out. I am too exhausted to read. I don’t wanna make dinner, and my husband helped me. I don’t even feel like walking down the steps to switch over laundry. I just guilt my husband into helping me with literally all of my chores. (not really guilty because he’s a good man.)

Honestly, I feel kind of betrayed by womankind. because if everybody experience the same symptoms and things that I’m doing, I honestly don’t understand why I was not better prepared with this knowledge L O L.

I’m ready to be a mother, but wow this nausea. That nausea can absolutely catch my hands.

Also, you’re telling me that I’m going to have to deal with this for the next six weeks? Potentially longer? I’m gonna go cry myself to sleep.

3 thoughts on “April 8th

  1. Your doctor can prescribe you anti-nausea medicine that will help some and won’t hurt the baby. You can try ginger tea or pregnancy pops. What helped me the most was having saltine crackers and a glass of water by the bed and when I woke, before I even moved, I would nibble on the saltine and have a sip of water. I like how you say you feel betrayed by womankind, my daughter would agree with you. She just had a baby a few months ago and had a really rough time. One thing I can tell you, is that your body is going to put that baby first. It’s crazy. The morning sickness will get better, you’re tough and you got this.

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    1. Thank you for your kind words and advice! I do have ondansetron (generic for zofran) but I have been holding off because I have not had my first check up yet. This morning I tried the saltine trick and I was less nauseous! I think I’ll just buy stock in saltines and sprite lol

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